ROXANA B.

Easter

2011-04-23T06:22:00.001-07:00

Love… Now

2011-01-23T11:26:00.000-08:00

(Life has inspired me)

I breathe the Universe,
I feel my body
And I tell myself:
What is: “NOW”?

The mind vibrates
Hidden tones
Thoughts are dancing
Down feelings.

Pain and anguish,
Water and wine.
Mind is hostile?
Everything is pointless?

On jowl is flowing
My tear.
It erases the pain,
Will remain the LOVE.

Roxana

23rd of January 2011

Copenhagen

CPH

2010-12-29T15:50:00.000-08:00

GODDESS PRINCIPLES

2010-12-17T13:54:00.000-08:00

You are a shining star.

You are beautiful in your body and mind.
You are love as love created you.
You can do anything.
You are strong.
You understand and already know everything.
You believe in your dreams and you have the power to change things.
You enjoy life as it is and learn from it.
You suffer to understand.
You can get through everything in life with pride.
You see the beauty in things that the others don’t mind to take into consideration.
You are wise.
Nothing can let you down.
Time is an eternity for those that enjoy moments.
You don’t waste or spend time, you live time.
You find the answer in yourself.
There is no need to worry, nothing really matters but love and life.
You are part of creation and blessed with a female beautiful body.
Something that is wrong today, might be right tomorrow, but you already knew that.
You forgive as your heart allows it.
You know that even if you’re happy or sad you can enjoy life in both ways.
You make mistakes because you need to grow and learn, but you never regret anything.
You are a woman, so the best definition for you is: to give and to be. To give: LOVE, BEAUTY and LIFE. To be: LOVE, BEAUTY and LIFE.
You know that sex is not a shame, it’s YOU.
You know that being a woman is the best way to be.
You have no reason to envy or hurt anyone as you don’t want to damage your beautiful spirit.
You enjoy the cold wind, the cold water on your face because nothing but nature can refresh you.
A goddess knows, she cannot act like a man, there is no men’s or women’s world, it’s just life and human nature.
As a goddess you thank God for his creation, love and beauty. You are proud of being what YOU ARE.

By Roxana Bogdan

in Helsinki

Of fire

2010-12-02T11:22:00.001-08:00

Golden fire,
Mute silence.
The sweet starling
Continually singing.

Flare on,
Rusted quill.
Girded heart
In a tired body.

Low flame,
Closed eyes.
Thought that is leaving
If you don’t pet it.

Sluggish flame,
Thrown chair.
Separated table
By the old bed.

5th of November 2003

Last look

2010-11-03T17:21:00.000-07:00

I miss the last look

That you threw on me.

And I keep it as a memory

In thoughts continully.

I miss the sweet voice,

Calling for me

And the heart that brings

Vibes and doesn't fast.

I miss the carress

Of my dear lover

And the lips as honey,

That I only love.

Roxana Bogdan

04.11.2010

Dreams that come out

2010-10-15T15:06:00.000-07:00

Princes of crystal,
Buds of sun,
Dreams that come out
On your lips.

Eyes of cut glass,
Flowers of ashes,
Dreams that come out
And don’t announce.

Maple flowers,
Lost images,
Dreams that come out
I don’t know where from.

Clouds of mustard,
Sad sky,
Dreams that come out
Continully.

The rancid sun,
Blue instants,
Dreams that come out
In our lives.

Perhaps

2010-10-03T16:54:00.000-07:00

If there was no sun
Who would warm me up?
If there was no sea
Who would rejuvenate me?

If there was no moon,
Earth or the pride rime,
Perhaps, if there was no life
I wouldn’t have been in this world.

16th of June 2002

WOMAN

2010-06-06T16:18:00.000-07:00

I am just a woman. And that is so many things!

- ME -

Slander

2009-07-06T13:20:00.000-07:00

"People act on net as if what they say has no meaning. But slander is slander. It's not important if it's published on Internet or is written on a wall of a trolley's depot."
- Ruth Walden, a juridical expert in communication-

A.C.

2009-06-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

"If you can't risk doing something

when you have the opportunity

life isn't

worth

living."

-Agatha Christie -

MEN

2009-06-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

"Men- interesting creatures. When they are little boys and you ask them for a little kiss, they run away from you, but when they grow up, they would madly stay into you...."

-ME-

M.M.

2009-06-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

,,No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't."

- Marilyn Monroe-

Good-bye

2009-06-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

Icy clouds are fluttering
Your look that is lying to me
You didn't say you had an adventure
With one that seemed obedient.

Flowers of contempt are appearing
In my thoughts that stealthily are coming.
They are coming and disappearing
And I forgot what you promised to me.

Petals of bad gestures,
We let them play their game.
Moments of quiet love,
They shouldn't happen anymore.

Jam of good-bye
That's all that's left.
I leave you, you're not my owner.
You cheated on me with no shame.

24of September 2003

Lost Stranger

2009-06-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Like a storm that is coming and leaving,
Like a lake that in the summer is draining,
Just like the same, my dear lover
In the white night you left.
And behind you left a soul
That was struggling in tears and roar.
But I won't let knock me down
This pain so big.
I'll be like a stone that is not moving,
I'll be like a wild beast that has no fear.

12th of January 2002

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

My heart and me

2009-05-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

My heart is a leaf,
That in the autumn is gently falling down,
My word is an excuse
So I can soothe you.

My heart is a cloud
That is floating like in a dream,
My hands are wings to fly
With you in paradise.

My heart is a flower
So you can pick it up in your palm,
My eyes are the sun
That warms you with the look.

My heart is the moon
That is a queen at night,
My hair is plaited with hoarfrost
For the one that will come.

My heart is a star
That lives in the sky,
My lips are the jam.
I'm a sweet angel.

9 november 2003

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

It's raining inside of me

2009-05-18T11:03:00.000-07:00

It's raining inside of me
I can't find words to tell you.
It hurts me and I madly try
To talk to you.

It's raining inside of me
I can't touch the moon from the sky
Life that I live it seems a failure mistery
I feel like crying.

It's raining inside of me
You don't understand and you're holding me to your chest.
I would like to end and start
A better life.

It's raining inside of me
Don't look into my tears
And not even into my hands, they hurt me too.
I'm crying. I can't abstain.

15.09.2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Grief

2009-05-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

In my soul a gap is laying
Since you left.
And if my heart hurts me
Who is to be blamed?

I'm running in the night, all is desert,
In this place where we used to meet
No one is speaking, there is nothing alive,
not even the voice I used to listen to.

It's like the sky wants to take my pain away
Bringing a warm rain.
In my thoughts remains the look
That doesn't want to see me anymore.

Raise up your arms and stretch them
Towards me. Slowly.
And I, with my hands will catch
Your tips of fingers.

22 July 2002
ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Anything

2009-05-08T04:56:00.000-07:00

Earth, water, storm,
To be the sun and the moon.
Word, sentence, syllable,
Trees, flowers or grass.
Smile, honey, pain,
To be a big fortune.
Day, night or daybreak.
I envelop you many clouds.
Mist, mountain or stars
To soothe you in hard days.
Angel, rain, queen
To rid you of any blame.
Sky, dreams, street lamps.
To be a candle in your soul.
Only for your love
I would transform myself.

12.01.2004

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

I DIDN’T KNOW

2009-05-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

You were laughing cause I didn’t know to tell you
What I feel for you.
I felt I could never
Tell you what was the matter with me.

To your chest I felt the warmth
That I needed.
And the night seemed day cause there was no need
To be sad.

And even now I can’t say
What I feel, but I don’t care.
I have you, you won’t leave me,
Your heart doesn’t let you.

02.10.2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

SILENT’S SOUND

2009-04-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

I listened the silent’s sound
I felt my blood into me,
I found out the life’s essence
In the rain that is in you.

I walked through the finite world.
I took my hair on my back,
I retrieved the lost world
And now my heart is beating.

I listened the silent’s sound,
It was into me. I didn’t know.
I feel the morning’s vibration
In flowers woken up by a kiss.

29th of April 2009

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Silent Love

2009-04-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

Listen to my heart.
Do you feel it beating?
My blood breathes life
Every day and every night.

It's silence.
We do not talk. We are listening to ourselves in silence.
You feel me in each second,
You have me in hard moments.

You breathed me
I'm yours, I'm running into your veins,
You're a part of me,
Kiss me on my eyebrows.

The city is asleep.
Our love is vibrating in universe.
You have me as you want
What a happiness that I chose you!

Kiss me.
Love does not need words.
Don't talk. Do not turn off the moment,
Let love spoil us.

21 november 2008
ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

YOU'RE LUCKY

2009-04-14T03:23:00.000-07:00

You're lucky to feel the warmth

Of May's sun,

You're lucky to feel the pain

That you may have in your soul.

You're lucky to see the tree

That in autumn it's like sad,

You're lucky to see the lake

That looks of silver.

You're lucky to run the forest

That is big and proud,

You're lucky to walk on the alley

That is like talking to you.

19 OCTOMBRIE 2003
by ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

My Love I love

2009-04-11T15:47:00.000-07:00

My eyes were kissed with a divine love
And my hair was scattered with magical stars.
My hands are delicate as a little dove,
We run the forest like butterflies.

My lips are still keeping your sweetness.
I can't wait to see you when you're gone.
The sky is full of the stars' happiness,
You are my lover, you are my fun.

Only with your body mine feels complete,
I'm yours in all ways that you want.
You're kissing my hands and my feet.
We're making love on the ground.

We're full of love and passion.
Nothing about you can get me mad.
We made from love our deep fashion,
You're mine forever, happy or sad.

13 november 2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

I CAN'T

2009-04-09T10:07:00.000-07:00

If I get it wrong
Will you forgive me?
Will you know how to wipe away
My mistake?

If I go
Will you forget me?
Will you know how to forget
Your dear?

If I die
Will you live?
Will you know how to fight
With disappointment?

But I know that
I can't at all
Do to you all these
Together.

11 november 2008

With my tired eyes

2009-04-09T05:31:00.001-07:00

I have my eyes tired with so much crying
And sadness.
And the fine desire is extinguished for me
To live as a youth.

5.05.2005

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Evening

2009-04-09T02:59:00.000-07:00

It's evening.

The town is hardly breathing.

My heart beats. Slowly.

I can hear cars crossing

Outside.

21 november 2008
ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Agatha Christie

2009-04-08T14:16:00.001-07:00

"Why losing your hope as long as you live?"

-Agatha Christie-

US

2009-04-08T06:49:00.000-07:00

My breath. And yours.
Two souls in the universe.
United in a divine love
That have the same course.

My blood. And yours.
A heart beats it through veins.
I feel your power on me
I can hear all in me moaning.

My step. And yours.
They are alike, on any road.
I’m yours, I’m happy
Hour by hour we madly love.

My mouth. And yours.
United by a passionate kiss.
We are two, but we form one
Destiny chose us finally.

02.10.2008

A Whole

2009-04-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Your voice is whispering to me the love between us,

My voice is always bringing you back.

Your body is deeply breathing life,

My body is still keeping the jam.

Your heart is beating. I can hear it closely.

My heart is silent, is beating in whispers.

Your dream is deeply about me.

My dream is especially for you.

Your eyes are answering to what I ask,

My eyes are shining. We form a whole.

5 November 2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

INTO MY HEART

2009-04-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

It's cold. But into my heart
It's warm because I have you.
I smile and the day is beautiful,
I feel so fine.

It's raining. But into my heart
It's warm because I love you.
You're holding me into your arms. I have you.
I feel I'm alive.

24.10.2008

CONTRARY

2009-04-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Darkness' light

Light's darkness.

Thorn's flower.

Flower's thorn.

Silence's word

Word's silence.

Blackness' white

White's blackness.

Night's day

Day's night.

Noise's music

Music's noise.

Sadness' happiness

Hapiness' sadness.

Death's life

Life's death.

7 decembrie 2004

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

Who is to be blamed?

2009-04-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

Time was guilty.
I forgot that life was dear to me.
Oh! How much I would like it to last more,
To enjoy it, to like it.

I was guilty.
Because I didn't know
To breathe a full life.
But now I do. What a luck!

5 November 2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

United Angel / Michelle - Ich schicke Dir jetzt einen Engel

2009-04-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WHhPZLJyOw

ME

2009-04-08T05:17:00.000-07:00

Listen

2009-04-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

Listen the hour.
You'll see that she's talking to you.
You'll understand time.
Then life.

Listen the sky
Nothing is perfect.
But life. Now you found out
The infinity.

Listen the earth
That is intensely breathing death
And through your hair is breezing gently
The wind.
21 november 2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN

CRAZY LOVE

2009-04-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

Are you looking at me?
Or through me?
You think you know me, that you made me what I am.
You take me in your arms, you throw me to the ground.
You tell me you love me.
But now I know.
I don’t believe it anymore.
You kiss me, I don’t bear your breath anymore.
My right breast is uncovered.
You’re looking at it as an animal, you want to attack.
You bite me, I can feel my blood breathing.
I beg you to leave, but you don’t desire it.
I told you I know about her, but you don’t care.
Will I bear that you love me?
Do you really love me?
I can’t let you leave.
Come back and lie to me.
I just want to feel you next to me.
You’re taking my dress off and you’re tearing up my flesh with your teeth.
I’m pushing you and telling you to be gentler.
The animal inside of you is speaking.
I cannot stop him.
Forget about her, don’t go to her anymore.
But is there anything I can do?
I don’t have the power to forbid you anything.
I’m scared to lose you.
Am I a coward or do I just love?
Your hand is deeply pressing my body.
I cannot kiss your lips, I see her.
Your eyes seem happy.
Mine are crying a love that is not loved.
You’re wiping out my tear and you think I’m naïve.
You’re turning me over and seeing each part you want.
I don’t have the power to tell you what I want.
At the end you’re lighting up a cigarette And you’re looking at my naked body.
I can still feel you inside of me and I moan.
You begin to laugh and tell me that she was better.
I raise up from bed, you pull me down.
You’re telling me not to act like a child.
Who is a child?
Am I or the animal inside of you?
You must leave!
But after all we’ve been through it hurts me losing you.
Am I crazy or just in love?

09.09.2008

ROXANA IACINTA BOGDAN